And then we will no more be rack'd Ah yes, and they benumb us at our call! Only-but this is rare― When a beloved hand is laid in ours, Our eyes can in another's eyes read clear, Is by the tones of a loved voice caress'd— The eye sinks inward, and the heart lies plain, A man becomes aware of his life's flow, And hears its winding murmur; and he sees The meadows where it glides, the sun, the breeze. And there arrives a lull in the hot race Wherein he doth for ever chase That flying and elusive shadow, rest. An air of coolness plays upon his face, And an unwonted calm pervades his breast. The hills where his life rose, And the sea where it goes.1 What was before us we know not, And we know not what shall succeed. Haply, the river of Time— As it grows, as the towns on its marge And the width of the waters, the hush As the pale waste widens around him, As the banks fade dimmer away, As the stars come out, and the night-wind Murmurs and scents of the infinite sea.2 Ye heavens, whose pure dark regions have no sign Of languor, though so calm, and, though so great, Are yet untroubled and unpassionate; Who, though so noble, share in the world's toil, And, though so task'd, keep free from dust and soil! I will not say that your mild deeps retain A tinge, it may be, of their silent pain Who have long'd deeply once, and long'd in vain— 1 From "The Buried Life." 2 From "The Future." But I will rather say that you remain How it were good to abide there, and breathe free; Is left to each man still! 1 What mortal, when he saw, Life's voyage done, his heavenly Friend, Ah! let us make no claim, On life's incognisable sea, To too exact a steering of our way; Let us not fret and fear to miss our aim, If some fair coast have lured us to make stay, At random, and not steer by rule. Weakness! and worse, weakness bestow'd in vain Winds from our side the unsuiting consort rive, We rush by coasts where we had lief remain; Man cannot, though he would, live chance's fool. No! as the foaming swath Of torn-up water, on the main, Falls heavily away with long-drawn roar 1 From "A Summer Night." On either side the black deep-furrow'd path Even so we leave behind, As, charter'd by some unknown Powers, Foil'd by our fellow-men, depress'd, outworn, Kept on after the grave, but not begun; Long fed on boundless hopes, O race of man, How angrily thou spurn'st all simpler fare! "Christ," some one says, 66 was human as we are; No judge eyes us from Heaven, our sin to scan; "We live no more, when we have done our span." 2 "Immortality." 1 "Human Life." "Well, then, for Christ," thou answerest, "who can care? From sin, which Heaven records not, why forbear? Whether one lives long or not, to be less and less personal in one's desires and workings is the great matter, and this too I feel, I am glad to say, more deeply than I did, but for progress in the direction of the "seeketh not her own" there is always room, up to the very end, or, at least, near it.2 And so this loss comes to me just after my fortyfifth birthday . . . to remind me that the time past of our life may suffice us!-words which have haunted me for the last year or two, and that we "should no longer live the rest of our time in the flesh to the lusts of men, but to the will of God.” However different the interpretation we put on much of the facts and history of Christianity, we may unite in the bond of this call, which is true for all of us, and for me, above all, how full of meaning and warning.3 1 "The Better Part." 2 From letter to his mother, December 27, 1866. |