consequences of each course of action, and then say, "Now do as you yourself think best." It was very rare for them not to choose the way that he intended they should, but the absence of arbitrary restraint was at the same time a great boon to the children in giving them a sense of freedom, and also a great moral trainer in making them depend on conscience and reason as their guides. In the year 1840 William Barnes had the trial of losing his early friend Edward Fuller. He too, had married, but his young wife lived a very short time, dying of consumption in 1838. After that Fuller travelled a great deal, adding to a mind already refined the study of foreign art and scenery, and writing very long and descriptive letters of foreign scenes and art galleries to his friend. They made several plans for an excursion together into France, but William Barnes was not such a free agent as Fuller, and the journey was never taken. Mr. Fuller went alone to travel on the Continent, partly in search of health, but the cough of which he speaks in several letters deteriorated into consumption, and in 1840 he died, leaving a void in William Barnes's heart which was never filled up. The entry in his notebooks says: July 17th, "This day I have lost my early, worthy, and much-loved friend, Mr. Edward Fuller, who died at Staple Grove, near Taunton." His will contained the bequest of a small legacy to W. Barnes as a "token of long-standing friendship." To the memory of this friend who died so young, the following poem is dedicated: THE MUSIC OF THE DEAD. When music in a heart that's true, The tuens of the dead, John. CHAPTER V. VULL A MAN. No, I'm a man, I'm vull a man, All steätes that household life can meäke; The tall grown youth a-steppen proud, The father staïd, the house's stay. A young cheäk'd mother's tears mid fall, And die avore he's father-free I'm vull a man. I woonce, a child, wer father-fed, An I've a-gone where vo'k did send An' of'en at my own wits' end A-led o' God while I wer blind. No; I could boast if others can I'm vull a man. An' still, ov all my tweil ha' won, Though each in turn's a jäy and ceäre My life, right on drough men an' wives, As long, good men, as time do run, No, I could boast if others can I'm vull a man. |