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TO MR. WORDSWORTH.

"Dear Wordsworth,

"Aug. 9th, 1815. Mary and I felt quite queer after your taking leave (you W. W.) of us in St. Giles's. We wished we had seen more of you, but felt we had scarce been sufficiently acknowledging for the share we had enjoyed of your company. We felt as if we had been not enough expressive of our pleasure. But our manners both are a little too much on this side of too-muchcordiality. We want presence of mind and presence of heart. What we feel comes too late, like an after-thought impromptu. But perhaps you observed nothing of that which we have been painfully conscious of, and are every day in our intercourse with those we stand affected to through all the degrees of love. Robinson is on the circuit. Our panegyrist I thought had forgotten one of the objects of his youthful admiration, but I was agreeably removed from that scruple by the laundress knocking at my door this morning, almost before I was up, with a present of fruit from my young friend, &c. There is something inexpressibly pleasant to me in these presents, be it fruit, or fowl, or brawn, or what not. Books are a legitimate cause of acceptance. If presents be not the soul of friendship, undoubtedly they are the most spiritual part of the body of that intercourse. There is too much narrowness of thinking in this point. The punctilio of acceptance, methinks, is too confined and strait-laced. I could be content to receive money, or clothes, or a joint of meat from a friend. Why should he not send me a dinner as well as a dessert? I would taste him in the beasts of the field, and through all creation. Therefore did the basket of fruit of the juvenile Talfourd not displease me; not that I have any thoughts of bartering or reciprocating these things. To send him anything in return, would be to reflect suspicion of mercenariness upon what I know he meant a free-will offering. Let him overcome me in bounty. In this strife a generous nature loves to be overcome. You wish me some of your leisure. I have a glimmering aspect, a chink-light of liberty before me, which I pray God prove not fallacious. My remonstrances have stirred up others to remonstrate, and, altogether, there is a plan for separating certain parts of

business from our department; which, if it take place, will produce me more time, i. e. my evenings free. It may be a means of placing me in a more conspicuous situation, which will knock at my nerves another way, but I wait the issue in submission. If I can but begin my own day at four o'clock in the afternoon, I shall think myself to have Eden days of peace and liberty to what I have had. As you say, how a man can fill three volumes up with an essay on the drama, is wonderful; I am sure a very few sheets would hold all I had to say on the subject.

"Did you ever read 'Charon on Wisdom?' or 'Patrick's Pilgrim?' If neither, you have two great pleasures to come. I mean some day to attack Caryl on Job, six folios. What any man can write, surely I may read. If I do but get rid of auditing warehousekeepers' accounts and get no worse-harassing task in the place of it, what a lord of liberty I shall be! I shall dance, and skip, and make mouths at the invisible event, and pick the thorns out of my pillow, and throw 'em at rich men's night-caps, and talk blank verse, hoity, toity, and sing-‘A clerk I was in London gay,' Ban, ban, Ca-Caliban,' like the emancipated monster, and go where I like, up this street or down that alley. Adieu, and pray that it may be my luck. "Good bye to you all.

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C. LAMB."

The following letter was inclosed in the same parcel with the last.

TO MR. SOUTHEY.

"Aug. 9th, 1815. "Dear Southey,-Robinson is not on the circuit, as I erroneously stated in a letter to W. W., which travels with this, but is gone to Brussels, Ostend, Ghent, &c. But his friends, the Colliers, whom I consulted respecting your friend's fate, remember to have heard him say, that Father Pardo had effected his escape (the cunning greasy rogue), and to the best of their belief is at present in Paris. To my thinking, it is a small matter whether there be one fat friar more or less in the world. I have rather a taste for clerical executions, imbibed from early recollections of the fate of the excellent Dodd. I hear Bonaparte has sued his habeas corpus,

and the twelve judges are now sitting upon it at the Rolls.

"Your boute-feu (bonfire) must be excellent of its kind. Poet Settle presided at the last great thing of the kind in London, when the pope was burnt in form. Do you provide any verses on this occasion? Your fear for Hartley's intellectuals is just and rational. Could not the Chancellor be petitioned to remove him? His lordship took Mr. Betty from under the paternal wing. I think at least he should go through a course of matter-of-fact with some sober man after the mysteries. Could not he spend a week at Poole's before he goes back to Oxford ? Tobin is dead. But there is a man in my office, a Mr. H., who proses it away from morning to night, and never gets beyond corporal and material verities. He'd get these crack-brain metaphysics out of the young gentleman's head as soon as any one I know. When I can't sleep o'nights, I imagine a dialogue with Mr. H., upon any given subject, and go prosing on in fancy with him, till I either laugh or fall asleep. I have literally found it answer. I am going to stand godfather; I don't like the business; I cannot muster up decorum for these occasions; I shall certainly disgrace the font. I was at Hazlitt's marriage, and had like to have been turned out several times during the ceremony. Any thing awful makes me laugh. I misbehaved once at a funeral. Yet I can read about these ceremonies with pious and proper feelings. The realities of life only seem the mockeries. I fear I must get cured along with Hartley, if not too inveterate. Don't you think Louis the Desirable is in a sort of quandary?

"After all, Bonaparte is a fine fellow, as my barber says, and I should not mind standing bareheaded at his table to do him service in his fall. They should have given him Hampton Court or Kensington, with a tether extending forty miles round London. Qu. Would not the people have ejected the Brunswicks some day in his favour? Well, we shall see.

C. LAMB."

The following was addressed to Southey in acknowledgment of his "Roderick," the most sustained and noble of his poems.

TO MR. SOUTHEY.

"May 6th, 1815. "Dear Southey,-I have received from Longman a copy of 'Roderick,' with the author's compliments, for which I much thank you. I don't know where I shall put all the noble presents I have lately received in that way; the 'Excursion,' Wordsworth's two last vols., and now 'Roderick,' have come pouring in upon me like some irruption from Helicon. The story of the brave Maccabee was already, you may be sure, familiar to me in all its parts. I have, since the receipt of your present, read it quite through again, and with no diminished pleasure. I don't know whether I ought to say that it has given me more pleasure than any of your long poems. 'Kehama' is doubtless more powerful, but I don't feel that firm footing in it that I do in 'Roderick ;' my imagination goes sinking and floundering in the vast spaces of unopened-before systems and faiths; I am put out of the pale of my old sympathies; my moral sense is almost outraged; I can't believe, or, with horror am made to believe, such desperate chances against omnipotences, such disturbances of faith to the centre; the more potent the more painful the spell. Jove, and his brotherhood of gods, tottering with the giant assailings, I can bear, for the soul's hopes are not struck at in such contests; but your Oriental almighties are too much types of the intangible prototype to be meddled with without shuddering. One never connects what are called the attributes with Jupiter. I mention only what diminishes my delight at the wonder-workings of Kehama,' not what impeaches its power, which I confess with trembling; but 'Roderick' is a comfortable poem. It reminds me of the delight I took in the first reading of the ‘Joan of Arc.' It is maturer and better than that, though not better to me now than that was then. It suits me better than Madoc. I am at home in Spain and Christendom. I have a timid imagination, I am afraid. I do not willingly admit of strange beliefs, or outof-the-way creeds or places. I never read books of travels, at least not farther than Paris, or Rome. I can just endure Moors, because of their connection as foes with Christians; but Abyssinians, Ethiops, Esquimaux, Dervises, and all that tribe, I hate.

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I believe I fear them in some manner. A "I am doing nothing (as the phrase is) Mahometan turban on the stage, though but reading presents, and walk away what enveloping some well known face (Mr. Cook of the day-hours I can get from hard occuor Mr. Maddox, whom I see another day pation. Pray accept once more my hearty good Christian and English waiters, inn- thanks, and expression of pleasure for your keepers, &c.), does not give me pleasure remembrance of me. My sister desires her unalloyed. I am a Christian, Englishman, kind respects to Mrs. S. and to all at Keswick. Londoner, Templar. God help me when I "Yours truly, C. LAMB." come to put off these snug relations, and to get abroad into the world to come! I shall be like the crow on the sand, as Wordsworth has it; but I won't think on it; no need I hope yet.

"The parts I have been most pleased with, both on first and second readings, perhaps, are Florinda's palliation of Roderick's crime, confessed to him in his disguise-the retreat of the Palayos family first discovered,-his being made king-For acclamation one form must serve, more solemn for the breach of old observances.' Roderick's vow is extremely fine, and his blessing on the vow of Alphonso:

"Towards the troop he spread his arms,
As if the expanded soul diffused itself,
And carried to all spirits with the act
Its affluent inspiration.'

"The next present I look for is the 'White Doe.' Have you seen Mat. Betham's 'Lay of Marie?' I think it very delicately pretty as to sentiment, &c."

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The following is an extract of a letter, addressed shortly afterwards,

TO MR. WORDSWORTH.

"Since I saw you I have had a treat in the reading way, which comes not every day; the Latin poems of Vincent Bourne, which were quite new to me. What a heart that man had, all laid out upon town scenes, a proper counterpart to some people's extravagances. Why I mention him is, that your Power of Music' reminded me of his poem of the ballad-singer in the Seven Dials. Do you remember his epigram on the old woman who taught Newton the A, B, C, which, after all, he says, he hesitates not to call Newton's Principia?

"It struck me forcibly that the feeling of these last lines might have been suggested to you by the Cartoon of Paul at Athens. Certain it is that a better motto or guide to that famous attitude can no where be found. "I was lately fatiguing myself with going I shall adopt it as explanatory of that violent, over a volume of fine words by —, excelbut dignified motion. I must read again lent words; and if the heart could live by Landor's 'Julian.' I have not read it some words alone, it could desire no better regale ; time. I think he must have failed in Roderick, but what an aching vacuum of matter! I for I remember nothing of him, nor of any don't stick at the madness of it, for that is distinct character as a character-only fine only a consequence of shutting his eyes, sounding passages. I remember thinking and thinking he is in the age of the old also he had chosen a point of time after the Elizabeth poets. From thence I turned to event, as it were, for Roderick survives to V. Bourne; what a sweet, unpretending, no use; but my memory is weak, and I will pretty-manner'd, matterful creature! sucking not wrong a fine poem by trusting to it. The notes to your poem I have not read again; but it will be a take-downable book on my shelf, and they will serve sometimes at breakfast, or times too light for the text to be duly appreciated. Though some of 'em, one of the serpent penance, is serious enough, now I think on't. Of Coleridge I hear nothing, nor of the Morgans. I hope to have him like a re-appearing star, standing up before me some time when least expected in London, as has been the case whylear.

from every flower, making a flower of everything. His diction all Latin, and his thoughts all English. Bless him! Latin wasn't good enough for him. Why wasn't he content with the language which Gay and Prior wrote in ?"

The associations of Christmas increased the fervour of Lamb's wishes for Manning's return, which he now really hoped for. On Christmas-day he addressed a letter to him at Canton, and the next day another to meet

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him half-way home, at St. Helena, &c. There seems the distance of half a globe between these letters. The first, in which Lamb pictures their dearest common friends as in a melancholy future, and makes it present-lying-like dismal truths-yet with a relieving consciousness of a power to dispel the sad enchantments he has woven, has perhaps more of what was peculiar in Lamb's cast of thought, than anything of the same length which he has left us.

TO MR. MANNING.

"Dec. 25th, 1815.

"Dear old friend and absentee,-This is Christmas-day 1815 with us; what it may be with you I don't know, the 12th of June next year perhaps; and if it should be the consecrated season with you, I don't see how you can keep it. You have no turkeys; you would not desecrate the festival by offering up a withered Chinese bantam, instead of the savoury grand Norfolcian holocaust, that smokes all around my nostrils at this moment, from a thousand fire-sides. Then what puddings have you? Where will you get holly to stick in your churches, or churches to stick your dried tea-leaves (that must be the substitute) in? What memorials you can have of the holy time, I see not. A chopped missionary or two may keep up the thin idea of Lent and the wilderness; but what standing evidence have you of the Nativity-'tis our rosy-cheeked, homestalled divines, whose faces shine to the tune of unto us a child was born; faces fragrant with the mince-pies of half a century, that alone can authenticate the cheerful mystery -I feel, I feel my bowels refreshed with the holy tide-my zeal is great against the unedified heathen. Down with the Pagodas -down with the idols-Ching-chong-foand his foolish priesthood! Come out of Babylon, O my friend! for her time is come, and the child that is native, and the Proselyte of her gates, shall kindle and smoke together! And in sober sense what makes you so long from among us, Manning? You must not expect to see the same England again which you left.

(who am one of the few that remember you) those golden hairs which you recollect my taking a pride in, turned to silvery and grey. Mary has been dead and buried many years she desired to be buried in the silk gown you sent her. Rickman, that you remember active and strong, now walks out supported by a servant-maid and a stick. Martin Burney is a very old man. The other day an aged woman knocked at my door, and pretended to my acquaintance; it was long before I had the most distant cognition of her; but at last together we made her out to be Louisa, the daughter of Mrs. Topham, formerly Mrs. Morton, who had been Mrs. Reynolds, formerly Mrs. Kenney, whose first husband was Holcroft, the dramatic writer of the last century. St. Paul's church is a heap of ruins; the Monument isn't half so high as you knew it, divers parts being successively taken down which the ravages of time had rendered dangerous; the horse at Charing Cross is gone, no one knows whither,—and all this has taken place while you have been settling whether Ho-hing-tong should be spelt with a or a. aught I see you had almost as well remain where you are, and not come like a Struldbrug into a world where few were born when you went away. Scarce here and there one will be able to make out your face; all your opinions will be out of date, your jokes obsolete, your puns rejected with fastidiousness as wit of the last age. Your way of mathematics has already given way to a new method, which after all is I believe the old doctrine of Maclaurin, new-vamped up with what he borrowed of the negative quantity of fluxions from Euler.

For

"Poor Godwin! I was passing his tomb the other day in Cripplegate churchyard. There are some verses upon it written by Miss —, which if I thought good enough I would send you. He was one of those who would have hailed your return, not with boisterous shouts and clamours, but with the complacent gratulations of a philosopher anxious to promote knowledge as leading to happiness—but his systems and his theories are ten feet deep in Cripplegate mould. "Empires have been overturned, crowns Coleridge is just dead, having lived just long trodden into dust, the face of the western enough to close the eyes of Wordsworth, world quite changed: your friends have all who paid the debt to nature but a week or got old-those you left blooming-myself two before-poor Col., but two days before

he died, he wrote to a bookseller proposing old age, as that lying letter asserted, antician epic poem on the 'Wanderings of Cain,' pating rather what must happen if you kept in twenty-four books. It is said he has tarrying on for ever on the skirts of creation, left behind him more than forty thousand as there seemed a danger of your doing-but treatises in criticism, metaphysics, and divi- they are all tolerably well and in full and nity, but few of them in a state of comple- perfect comprehension of what is meant by tion. They are now destined, perhaps, to Manning's coming home again. Mrs. wrap up spices. You see what mutations the never lets her tongue run riot more than in busy hand of Time has produced, while you remembrances of you. Fanny expends herhave consumed in foolish voluntary exile that self in phrases that can only be justified by time which might have gladdened your her romantic nature. Mary reserves a porfriends-benefited your country; but re- tion of your silk, not to be buried in (as the proaches are useless. Gather up the wretched false nuncio asserts), but to make up spick reliques, my friend, as fast as you can, and and span into a bran-new gown to wear when come to your old home. I will rub my eyes you come. I am the same as when you and try to recognise you. We will shake knew me, almost to a surfeiting identity. withered hands together, and talk of old This very night I am going to leave off things-of St. Mary's church and the barber's tobacco! Surely there must be some other opposite, where the young students in world in which this unconquerable purpose mathematics used to assemble. Poor Crips, shall be realised. The soul hath not her that kept it afterwards, set up a fruiterer's generous aspirings implanted in her in vain. shop in Trumpington-street, and for aught I One that you knew, and I think the only one know resides there still, for I saw the name of those friends we knew much of in common, up in the last journey I took there with my has died in earnest. Poor Priscilla ! Her sister just before she died. I suppose you brother Robert is also dead, and several of heard that I had left the India House, and the grown up brothers and sisters, in the gone into the Fishmongers' Almshouses over compass of a very few years. Death has not the bridge. I have a little cabin there, otherwise meddled much in families that I small and homely, but you shall be welcome know. Not but he has his horrid eye upon to it. You like oysters, and to open them us, and is whetting his infernal feathered yourself; I'll get you some if you come in dart every instant, as you see him truly oyster time. Marshall, Godwin's old friend, pictured in that impressive moral picture, is still alive, and talks of the faces you used 'The good man at the hour of death.' I to make. have in trust to put in the post four letters "Come as soon as you can. C. LAMB." from Diss, and one from Lynn, to St. Helena,

which I hope will accompany this safe, and

Here is the next day's reverse of the one from Lynn, and the one before spoken of picture.

TO MR. MANNING.

"Dec. 26th, 1815.

from me, to Canton. But we all hope that these letters may be waste paper. I don't know why I have forborne writing so long. "Dear Manning,-Following your brother's But it is such a forlorn hope to send a scrap example, I have just ventured one letter to of paper straggling over wide oceans. And Canton, and am now hazarding another (not yet I know when you come home, I shall exactly a duplicate) to St. Helena. The first have you sitting before me at our fire-side just was full of unprobable romantic fictions, as if you had never been away. In such an fitting the remoteness of the mission it goes instant does the return of a person dissipate upon; in the present I mean to confine all the weight of imaginary perplexity from myself nearer to truth as you come nearer distance of time and space! I'll promise home. A correspondence with the utter- you good oysters. Cory is dead that kept most parts of the earth necessarily involves the shop opposite St. Dunstan's, but the in it some heat of fancy, it sets the brain agoing, but I can think on the half-way house tranquilly. Your friends then are not all dead or grown forgetful of you through

tougher materials of the shop survive the perishing frame of its keeper. Oysters continue to flourish there under as good auspices. Poor Cory! But if you will absent yourself

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