And what with fury, fear, and wrath, The tortures which beset my path, Cold, hunger, sorrow, shame, distress, Thus bound in nature's nakedness;
Sprung from a race whose rising blood, When stirr'd beyond its calmer mood, And trodden hard upon, is like The rattle-snake's, in act to strike, What marvel if this worn-out trunk Beneath its woes a moment sunk? The earth gave way, the skies roll'd round, I seem'd to sink upon the ground;
But err'd, for I was fastly bound.
My heart turn'd sick, my brain grew sore, And throbb'd awhile, then beat no more: The skies spun like a mighty wheel; I saw the trees like drunkards reel, And a slight flash sprang o'er my eyes, Which saw no farther; he who dies Can die no more than then I died, O'ertortured by that ghastly ride, I felt the blackness come and go, And strove to wake; but could not make My senses climb up from below: I felt as on a plank at sea,
When all the waves that dash o'er thee, At the same time upheave and whelm, And hurl thee towards a desert realm. My undulating life was as
The fancied lights that flitting pass Our shut eyes in deep midnight, when
Fever begins upon the brain;
But soon it pass'd with little pain,
And onward we advance!
We reach the slippery shore at length,
A haven I but little prized,
For all behind was dark and drear, And all before was night and fear. How many hours of night or day In those suspended pangs I lay, I could not tell; I scarcely knew If this were human breath I drew.
"With glossy skin, and dripping mane, And reeling limbs, and reeking flank, The wild steed's sinewy nerves still strain Up the repelling bank.
We gain the top: a boundless plain Spreads through the shadow of the night, And onward, onward, onward, seems Like precipices in our dreams,
To stretch beyond the sight;
And here and there a speck of white, Or scattered spot of dusky green,
In masses broke into the light, As rose the moon upon my right. But nought distinctly seen In the dim waste, would indicate The omen of a cottage gate; No twinkling taper from afar Stood like an hospitable star; Not even an ignis-fatuus rose To make him merry with my woes:
That very cheat had cheer'd me then!
Although detected, welcome still,
Reminding me, through every ill, Of the abodes of men.
"Onward we went-but slack and slow; His savage force at length o'erspent, The drooping courser, faint and low, All feebly foaming went.
A sickly infant had had power
To guide him forward in that hour;
But useless all to me.
His new-born tameness nought avail'd, My limbs were bound; my force had fail'd, Perchance, had they been free.
With feeble effort still I tried
To rend the bonds so starkly tied→→ But still it was in vain;
My limbs were only wrung the more, And soon the idle strife gave o'er,
Which but prolong'd their pain: The dizzy race seem'd almost done, Although no goal was nearly won: Some streaks announced the coming sun- How slow, alas! he came! Methought that mist of dawning gray Would never dapple into day;
How heavily it roll'd away—
Before the eastern flame
Rose crimson, and deposed the stars,
all'd the radiance from their cars,
And fill'd the earth, from his deep throne, With lonely lustre, all his own.
"Up rose the sun; the mists were curl'd Back from the solitary world
Which lay around-behind-before:
What booted it to traverse o'er Plain, forest, river? Man nor brute,
Nor dint of hoof, nor print of foot, Lay in the wild luxuriant soil; No sign of travel-none of toil; The very air was mute;
And not an insect's shrill small horn, No matin bird's new voice was borne From herb nor thicket. Many a werst, Panting as if his heart would burst, The weary brute still stagger'd on; And still we were-or seem'd-alone : At length, while reeling on our way, Methought I heard a courser neigh, From out yon tuft of blackening firs. Is it the wind those branches stirs ? No, no! from out the forest prance A trampling troop; I see them come! In one vast squadron they advance!
I strove to cry--my lips were dumb. The steeds rush on in plunging pride; But where are they the reins to guide? A thousand horse-and none to ride! With flowing tail, and flying mane, Wide nostrils-never stretch'd by pain, Mouths bloodless to the bit or rein,
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