Within the voice, within the heart, Within the mind of Love-Lily, A spirit is born who lifts apart
His tremulous wings and looks at me; Who on my mouth his finger lays,
And shows, while whispering lutes confer. That Eden of Love's watered ways
Whose winds and spirits worship her.
Brows, hands, and lips, heart, mind, and voice, Kisses and words of Love-Lily,-
Oh! bid me with your joy rejoice Till riotous longing rest in me! Ah! let not hope be still distraught, But find in her its gracious goal,
Whose speech Truth knows not from her thought Nor Love her body from her soul.
What shall be said of this embattled day And armed occupation of this night
By all thy foes beleaguered,-n -now when sight Nor sound denotes the loved one far away?
Of these thy vanquished hours what shalt thou say,- As every sense to which she dealt delight Now labours lonely o'er the stark noon-height
To reach the sunset's desolate disarray?
Stand still, fond fettered wretch! while Memory's art Parades the Past before thy face, and lures Thy spirit to her passionate portraitures: Till the tempestuous tide-gates flung apart Flood with wild will the hollows of thy heart, And thy heart rends thee, and thy body endures.
This is her picture as she was: It seems a thing to wonder on, As though mine image in the glass Should tarry when myself am gone. I gaze until she seems to stir,- Until mine eyes almost aver
That now, even now, the sweet lips part To breathe the words of the sweet heart :- And yet the earth is over her.
Alas! even such the thin-drawn ray
That makes the prison-depths more rude,- The drip of water night and day Giving a tongue to solitude.
Yet this, of all love's perfect prize, Remains; save what in mournful guise Takes counsel with my soul alone,— Save what is secret and unknown, Below the earth, above the skies.
In painting her I shrined her face Mid mystic trees, where light falls in Hardly at all; a covert place
Where you may think to find a din Of doubtful talk, and a live flame Wandering, and many a shape whose name Not itself knoweth, and old dew, And your own footsteps meeting you, And all things going as they came.
A deep dim wood; and there she stands As in that wood that day: for so Was the still movement of her hands
And such the pure line's gracious flow.
And passing fair the type must seem, Unknown the presence and the dream. 'Tis she though of herself, alas! Less than her shadow on the grass Or than her image in the stream.
That day we met there, I and she One with the other all alone; And we were blithe; yet memory Saddens those hours, as when the moon Looks upon daylight. And with her I stooped to drink the spring-water, Athirst where other waters sprang; And where the echo is, she sang,- My soul another echo there.
But when that hour my soul won strength For words whose silence wastes and kills, Dull raindrops smote us, and at length Thundered the heat within the hills. That eve I spoke those words again Beside the pelted window-pane ;
And there she hearkened what I said, With under-glances that surveyed
The empty pastures blind with rain.
Next day the memories of these things,
Like leaves through which a bird has flown, Still vibrated with Love's warm wings; Till I must make them all my own And paint this picture. So, 'twixt ease Of talk and sweet long silences,
She stood among the plants in bloom At windows of a summer room,
To feign the shadow of the trees.
And as I wrought, while all above And all around was fragrant air,
In the sick burthen of my love
It seemed each sun-thrilled blossom there
Beat like a heart among the leaves. O heart that never beats nor heaves, In that one darkness lying still,
What now to thee my love's great will Or the fine web the sunshine weaves?
For now doth daylight disavow
Those days,-nought left to see or hear. Only in solemn whispers now
At night-time these things reach mine ear, When the leaf-shadows at a breath Shrink in the road, and all the heath, Forest and water, far and wide, In limpid starlight glorified, Lie like the mystery of death.
Last night at last I could have slept, And yet delayed my sleep till dawn, Still wandering. Then it was I wept: For unawares I came upon
Those glades where once she walked with me: And as I stood there suddenly,
All wan with traversing the night, Upon the desolate verge of light
Yearned loud the iron-bosomed sea.
Even so, where Heaven holds breath and hears The beating heart of Love's own breast,-
Where round the secret of all spheres
All angels lay their wings to rest,- How shall my soul stand rapt and awed, When, by the new birth borne abroad Throughout the music of the suns, It enters in her soul at once
And knows the silence there for God!
Here with her face doth memory sit Meanwhile, and wait the day's decline,
Till other eyes shall look from it, Eyes of the spirit's Palestine.
Even than the old gaze tenderer : While hopes and aims long lost with her Stand round her image side by side, Like tombs of pilgrims that have died About the Holy Sepulchre.
Under the arch of Life, where love and death,
Terror and mystery, guard her shrine, I saw Beauty enthroned; and though her gaze struck awe,
I drew it in as simply as my breath.
Hers are the eyes which, over and beneath,
The sky and sea bend on thee,-which can draw, By sea or sky or woman, to one law,
The allotted bondman of her palm and wreath.
This is that Lady Beauty, in whose praise
Thy voice and hand shake still,-long known to thee By flying hair and fluttering hem, the beat Following her daily of thy heart and feet, How passionately and irretrievably,
In what fond flight, how many ways and days!
To-day Death seems to me an infant child Which her worn mother Life upon my knee Has set to grow my friend and play with me; If haply so my heart might be beguil'd To find no terrors in a face so mild,- If haply so my weary heart might be Unto the newborn milky eyes of thee, O Death, before resentment reconcil'd.
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