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"I come through darkness---and I scarce know why--"Yet not to hurt---I would not see thee die."

"If so, kind lady! thine the only eye

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"That would not here in that gay hope delight: "Theirs is the chance---and let them use their right. "But still I thank their courtesy or thine,

"That would confess me at so fair a shrine !" 1055

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Strange though it seem---yet with extremest grief
Is link'd a mirth---it doth not bring relief---
That playfulness of Sorrow ne'er beguiles,
And smiles in bitterness---but still it smiles;
And sometimes with the wisest and the best,
Till even the scaffold (10) echoes with their jest!
Yet not the joy to which it seems akin---
It may deceive all hearts, save that within.
Whate'er it was that flash'd on Conrad, now
A laughing wildness half unbent his brow:
And these his accents had a sound of mirth,
As if the last he could enjoy on earth;

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Yet 'gainst his nature---for through that short life, Few thoughts had he to spare from gloom and strife.

XIV.

"Corsair! thy doom is named-but I have power "To sooth the Pacha in his weaker hour.

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"Thee would I spare-nay more-would save thee

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-time-hope-nor even thy strength allow ;

"But all I can, I will: at least, delay

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"The sentence that remits thee scarce a day. "More now were ruin-even thyself were loth "The vain attempt should bring but doom to both."

"Yes!—loth indeed :-my soul is nerved to all, "Or fall'n too low to fear a further fall:

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Tempt not thyself with peril; me with hope, 1080 "Of flight from foes with whom I could not cope: "Unfit to vanquish-shall I meanly fly,

"The one of all my band that would not die? "Yet there is one-to whom my memory clings, "Till to these eyes her own wild softness springs. 1085

66 My sole resources in the path I trod

"Were these---my bark---my sword---my love---my God!

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"The last I left in youth---he leaves me now--"And Man but works his will to lay me low. "I have no thought to mock his throne with prayer "Wrung from the coward crouching of despair; "It is enough---I breathe---and I can bear. "My sword is shaken from the worthless hand "That might have better kept so true a brand; "My bark is sunk or captive---but my love--"For her in sooth my voice would mount above: "Oh! she is all that still to earth can bind--"And this will break a heart so more than kind, "And blight a form---till thine appear'd, Gulnare! "Mine eye ne'er ask'd if others were as fair?" 1100

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"Thou lov'st another then ?---but what to me "Is this---'tis nothing---nothing e'er can be: "But yet---thou lov'st---and---Oh! I envy those "Whose hearts on hearts as faithful can repose, 1104 "Who never feel the void---the wandering thought "That sighs o'er visions---such as mine hath wrought.”

“Lady---methought thy love was his, for whom "This arm redeem'd thee from a fiery tomb."

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My love stern Seyd's! Oh---No---No---not my love--

"Yet much this heart, that strives no more, once strove "To meet his passion---but it would not be.

"I felt---I feel---love dwells with---with the free. "I am a slave, a favour'd slave at best,

"To share his splendour, and seem very blest! "Oft must my soul the question undergo,

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"Of---Dost thou love?' and burn to answer "No!'

"Oh! hard it is that fondness to sustain, "And struggle not to feel averse in vain;

"But harder still the heart's recoil to bear,

"And hide from one---]

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"He takes the hand I give not---nor withhold--

"Its pulse nor check'd--nor quicken'd---calmly cold: "And when resign'd, it drops a lifeless weight

"From one I never loved enough to hate.

"No warmth these lips return by his imprest, 1125

"And chill'd remembrance shudders o'er the rest.

"Yes---had I ever proved that passion's zeal, "The change to hatred were at least to feel: "But still---he goes unmourn'd---returns unsought--"And oft when present---absent from my thought. "Or when reflection comes, and come it must--- 1151 "I fear that henceforth 'twill but bring disgust; "I am his slave---but, in despite of pride,

""Twere worse than bondage to become his bride. "Oh! that this dotage of his breast would cease! 1135 "Or seek another and give mine release, "But yesterday---I could have said, to peace! "Yes---if unwonted fondness now I feign, "Remember---captive! 'tis to break thy chain; Repay the life that to thy hand I owe; "To give thee back to all endear'd below,

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"Who share such love as I can never know.

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"Farewell---morn breaks---and I must now away: ""Twill cost me dear---but dread no death to-day!"

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She press'd his fetter'd fingers to her heart,

And bow'd her head, and turn'd her to depart,

And noiseless as a lovely dream is gone.

And was she here? and is he now alone?

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What gem hath dropp'd and sparkles o'er his chain? The tear most sacred, shed for other's pain,

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That starts at once---bright---pure---from Pity's mine, Already polish'd by the hand divine!

Oh! too convincing---dangerously dear---
In woman's eye the unanswerable tear!
That weapon of her weakness she can wield,
To save, subdue---at once her spear and shield:
Avoid it---Virtue ebbs and Wisdom errs,
Too fondly gazing on that grief of hers!
What lost a world, and bade a hero fly?
The timid tear in Cleopatra's eye.

Yet be the soft triumvir's fault forgiven,

By this---how many lose not earth---but heaven!
Consign their souls to man's eternal foe,

And seal their own to spare some wanton's wo!

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'Tis morn---and o'er his alter'd features play
The beams---without the hope of yesterday.
What shall he be ere night? perchance a thing
O'er which the raven flaps her funeral wing:
By his closed eye unheeded and unfelt,

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While sets that sun, and dews of evening melt, 1170 Chill---wet---and misty round each stiffen'd limb, Refreshing earth---reviving all but him!

END OF CANTO II.

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