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And sterner hearts alone may feel
The wound that time can never heal.
The rugged metal of the mine
Must burn before its surface shine,
But plunged within the furnace-flame,
It bends and melts-though still the same;
Then tempered to thy want, or will,
'Twill serve thee to defend or kill;
A breast-plate for thine hour of need,
Or blade to bid thy foeman bleed;
But if a dagger's form it bear,
Let those who shape its edge, beware!
Thus passion's fire, and woman's art,
Can turn and tame the sterner heart;
From these its form and tone are ta'en,
And what they make it, must remain,
But break-before it bend again.

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If solitude succeed to grief,
Release from pain is slight relief;
The vacant bosom's wilderness

Might thank the pang that made it less.

We loathe what none are left to share :
Even bliss-'twere woe alone to bear
The heart once left thus desolate
Must fly at last for ease—to hate.
It is as if the dead could feel
The icy worm around them steal,
And shudder, as the reptiles creep
To revel o'er their rotting sleep,
Without the power to scare away
The cold consumers of their clay!

It is as if the desart-bird, 39

Whose beak unlocks her bosom's stream
To still her famished nestlings' scream,
Nor mourns a life to them transferred,
Should rend her rash devoted breast,
And find them flown her empty nest.
The keenest pangs the wretched find
Are rapture to the dreary void,
The leafless desart of the mind,

The waste of feelings unemployed.
Who would be doomed to gaze upon
A sky without a cloud or sun?
Less hideous far the tempest's roar
Than ne'er to brave the billows more-
Thrown, when the war of winds is o'er,
A lonely wreck on fortune's shore,
'Mid sullen calm, and silent bay,
Unseen to drop by dull decay ;-
Better to sink beneath the shock,
Than moulder piecemeal on the rock!

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«Father! thy days have passed in peace, Mid counted beads, and countless prayer; "To bid the sins of others cease,

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Thyself without a crime or care,

"Save transient ills that all must bear,

"Has been thy lot from youth to age;

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And thou wilt bless thee from the rage
Of passions fierce and uncontrolled,
Such as thy penitents unfold,

<< Whose secret sins and sorrows rest
Within thy pure and pitying breast.

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My days, though few, have passed below « In much of joy, but more of woe;

"Yet still in hours of love or strife, . I've 'scaped the weariness of life :

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Now leagued with friends, now girt by foes, I loathed the languor of repose. «Now nothing left to love or hate,

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"No more with hope or pride elate,

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I'd rather be the thing that crawls "Most noxious o'er a dungeon's walls, « Than pass my dull, unvarying days, Condemned to meditate and gaze.

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Yet, lurks a wish within

my

breast

"For rest-but not to feel 'tis rest.
"Soon shall my fate that wish fulfil;
« And I shall sleep without the dream
Of what I was, and would be still,
« Dark as to thee
my deeds may seem :
My memory now is but the tomb

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"Of joys long dead; my hope, their doom;

Though better to have died with those,
Than bear a life of lingering woes.

«My spirit shrunk not to sustain

« The searching throes of ceaseless pain;
Nor sought the self-accorded grave

"Of ancient fool and modern knave :
"Yet death I have not feared to meet;
"And in the field it had been sweet,

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Had danger wooed me on to move

"The slave of glory, not of love.
"I've braved it-not for honour's boast;
I smile at laurels won or lost;

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«To such let others carve their way, « For high renown, or hireling pay :

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But place again before my eyes

Aught that I deem a worthy prize; << The maid I love, the man I hate, « And I will hunt the steps of fate,

"To save or slay, as these require,

Through rending steel, and rolling fire; «Nor need'st thou doubt this speech from one "Who would but do-what he hath done. « Death is but what the haughty brave,

« The weak must bear, the wretch must crave; "Then let life go to him who gave :

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I have not quailed to danger's brow

« When high and happy-need I now?

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I loved her,

friar! nay, adored«But these are words that all can use "I proved it more in deed than word; "There's blood upon that dinted sword, « A stain its steel can never lose : . 'Twas shed for her, who died for me, « It warmed the heart of one abhorred :

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Nay, start not-no-nor bend thy knee,
«Nor midst my sins such act record;

Thou wilt absolve me from the deed,
"For he was hostile to thy creed!
་ The very name of Nazarene

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"Was wormwood to his Paynim spleen.
"Ungrateful fool! since but for brands
Well wielded in some hardy hands,
« And wounds by Galileans given,
The surest pass to Turkish heaven,
For him his Houris still might wait
Impatient at the prophet's gate.

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" I loved her-love will find its way

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Through paths where wolves would fear to prey, «And if it dares enough, 'twere hard

«<lf passion met not some reward-
«No matter how, or where, or why,
"I did not vainly seek, nor sigh:

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Yet sometimes, with remorse, in vain « I wish she had not loved again. «She died-I dare not tell thee how; « But look-'tis written on my brow! There read of Cain the curse and crime, « In characters unworn by time :

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Still, ere thou dost condemn me, pause ; Not mine the act, though I the cause. "Yet did he but what I had done

Had she been false to more than one. "Faithless to him, he gave the blow; «But true to me, I laid him low: « Howe'er deserved her doom might be, «Her treachery was truth to me; ་་ To me she gave her heart, that all

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Which tyranny can ne'er enthrall ;

« And I, alas! too late to save!

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Yet all I then could give, I gave, 'Twas some relief, our foe a grave. "His death sits lightly;-but her fate

«Has made me—what thou well may'st hate. His doom was sealed-he knew it well,

« Warned by the voice of stern Tabeer,

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Deep in whose darkly boding ear

The deathshot pealed of murder near, As filed the troop to where they fell! << He died too in the battle broil, « A time that heeds nor pain nor toil;

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