The hen-thrush sat, and he, her lief and dear, A ceaseless music of her married time, And all the ancient stones grew sweet to hear, And answered him in the unspoken rhyme That tremble on the wall And trim its age with airy fantasies That flicker in the sun, and hardly seem As if to be beheld were all, And only to our eyes They rise and fall, And fall and rise, Sink down like silence, or a-sudden stream As wind-blown on the wind as streams a wedding-chime. But you are wheeling me while I dream, There blows The first primrose, Under the bare bank roses: There is but one, And the bank is brown, But soon the children will come down, And they'll spy it out, my beautiful, And when I sit here again alone, The bare brown bank will be blind and dull, But when the din is over and gone, Like an eye that opens after pain, I shall see my pale flower shining again; I shall see my pale flower shining again; Shining across from the bank above, I shall see it brighten and brighten to me, The leaning leafing roses, As at eve the leafing shadows grow, And the star of light and love Draweth near o'er her airy glades, Draweth near through her heavenly shades, As the stars come blossoming over the sky, Till the singing children hitherward hie And the bank will be bare wherever they go, Blare the trumpet, and boom the gun, Looking before me here in the sun, And perhaps too far for mortal eyes — New years of fresh primroses, Years of earth's primroses, Springs to be, and springs for me Of distant, dim primroses. My soul lies out like a basking hound, Along my life my length I lay, I fill to-morrow and yesterday, I am warm with the suns that have long since set, I am warm with the summers that are not yet, And like one who dreams and dozes Two worlds are whispering over me, From the backward shore to the shore before, Each through each, till core in core The nevermore with the evermore As my soul lies out like the basking hound, I see a blooming world around Years of sweet primroses, Springs of fresh primroses, Springs to be, and springs for me Of distant, dim primroses. O to lie a-dream, a-dream, To feel I may dream and to know you deem My work is done forever, And the palpitating fever That gains and loses, loses and gains, And beats the hurrying blood on the brunt of a thousand pains Cooled at once by that blood-let Upon the paparet; And all the tedious taskèd toil of the difficult long endeavor Solved and quit by no more fine Than these limbs of mine, Spanned and measured once for all By that right hand I lost, Bought up at so light a cost As one bloody fall On a soldier's bed, And three days on the ruined wall Among the thirstless dead. O to think my name is crost From duty's muster-roll; That I may slumber though the clarion call, Free as a liberated ghost. O to feel a life of deed Was emptied out to feed That fire of pain that burned so brief a while, Or as a martyr on his funeral pile Heaps up the burdens other men do bear And takes the total load Upon his shoulders broad, And steps from earth to God. O to think, through good or ill, And though there's little I can say, Each will look kind with honor while he hears. And to your loving ears My thoughts will halt with honorable scars, And when my dark voice stumbles with the weight |