66 My love! thou mock'st my weakness; and wouldst steel My breast before the time when it must feel; "But trifle now no more with my distress, "Such mirth hath less of play than bitterness. "Be silent, Conrad!-dearest! come and share "The feast these hands delighted to prepare; "Light toil! to cull and dress thy frugal fare! "See, I have pluck'd the fruit that promised best, "And where not sure, perplex'd, but pleased, I guess'd "At such as seem'd the fairest: thrice the hill My steps have wound to try the coolest rill; "Yes! thy sherbet to-night will sweetly flow, "See how it sparkles in its vase of snow! "The grapes' gay juice thy bosom never cheers; "Thou more than Moslem when the cup appears: "Think not I mean to chide-for I rejoice "What others deem a penance is thy choice. "But come, the board is spread; our silver lamp "Is trimm'd, and heeds not the Sirocco's damp: "Then shall my handmaids while the time along, "And join with me the dance, or wake the song; "Or my guitar, which still thou lov'st to hear, "Shall soothe or lull-or, should it vex thine ear, "We'll turn the tale, by Ariosto told, "Of fair Olympia loved and left of old. (1) "Why-thou wert worse than he who broke his vow "To that lost damsel, shouldst thou leave me now; "Or even that traitor chief—I've seen thee smile, "When the clear sky show'd Ariadne's Isle, "Which I have pointed from these cliffs the while: "And thus half sportive, half in fear, I said, "Lest Time should raise that doubt to more than dread, "Thus Conrad, too, will quit me for the main; "And he deceived me-f -for-he came again!" "Again-again-and oft again-my love! "If there be life below, and hope above, "He will return-but now, the moments bring "The time of parting with redoubled wing: “The why—the where-what boots it now to tell? "Since all must end in that wild word-farewell! "Yet would I fain-did time allow-disclose"Fear not these are no formidable foes; "And here shall watch a more than wonted guard, "For sudden siege and long defence prepared: "Nor be thou lonely-though thy lord's away, "Our matrons and thy handmaids with thee stay; "And this thy comfort-that, when next we meet, "Security shall make repose more sweet. "List!-'tis the bugle-Juan shrilly blew"One kiss-one more-another-Oh! Adieu!" She rose-she sprung-she clung to his embrace, gone?" XV. "And is he -on sudden solitude How oft that fearful question will intrude! ""Twas but an instant past—and here he stood! "And now"-without the portal's porch she rush'd, And then at length her tears in freedom gush'd; Big-bright-and fast, unknown to her they fell; But still her lips refused to send-" Farewell!" For in that word—that fatal word-howe'er We promise-hope-believe-there breathes despair. |