He, too, who yet had held untired He, too, was struck, and day by day 180 Strive with a swoln convulsive motion, I've seen the sick and ghastly bed Of Sin delirious with its dread : But these were horrors-this was woe So softly worn, so sweetly weak, And grieved for those he left behind; 190 Whose tints as gently sunk away As a departing rainbow's ray; That almost made the dungeon bright; 1. [Kölbing quotes parallel uses of the same expression in Werner, act iv. sc. 1; Churchill's The Times, line 341, etc.; but does not give the original "But earthlier happy is the rose distill'd, Than that which, withering on the virgin-thorn," etc. 2. [Compare "The first, last look of Death revealed." The Giaour, line 89, note 2. Byron was a connoisseur of the incidents and by-play of "sudden death," so much so that Goethe was under the impression that he had been guilty of a venial murder (see his review of Manfred in his paper Kunst und Alterthum, Letters, 1901, v. 506, 507). A year after these lines were written, when he was at Rome (Letter to Murray, May 30, 1817), he saw three robbers guillotined, and observed himself and them from a psychological standpoint. "The ghastly bed of Sin" (lines 182, 183) may be a reminiscence of the death-bed of Lord Falkland (English Bards, etc., lines 680-686; Poetical Works, 1898, i. 351, note 2).] And not a word of murmur-not I called, and thought I heard a sound- The accursed breath of dungeon-dew; 200 210 One on the earth, and one beneath My brothers-both had ceased to breathe: 220 Alas! my own was full as chill; IX. What next befell me then and there I know not well-I never knew- I had no thought, no feeling-none- But vacancy absorbing space, And fixedness-without a place; There were no stars-no earth-no time- Which neither was of life nor death; A sea of stagnant idleness, Blind, boundless, mute, and motionless! X. A light broke in upon my brain,- It ceased, and then it came again, The sweetest song ear ever heard, 1. [Compare "I wept not; so all stone I felt within." 240 250 260 Dante's Inferno, xxxiii. 47 (Cary's translation).] But through the crevice where it came I never saw its like before, I ne'er shall see its likeness more': It seemed like me to want a mate, But was not half so desolate,2 And cheering from my dungeon's brink, 270 Or broke its cage to perch on mine, But knowing well captivity, Or if it were, in wingéd guise, Sweet bird! I could not wish for thine! A visitant from Paradise; For-Heaven forgive that thought! the while My brother's soul come down to me;3 And then 'twas mortal well I knew, For he would never thus have flown 280 290 And left me twice so doubly lone, Lone-as the corse within its shroud, 1. [Compare "Song by Glycine " "A sunny shaft did I behold, 2. [Compare From sky to earth it slanted; And poised therein a bird so bold Sweet bird, thou wert enchanted," etc. Zapolya, by S. T. Coleridge, act ii. sc. 1.] "When Ruth was left half desolate, Her Father took another Mate." Ruth, by W. Wordsworth, Works, 1889, p. 121.] 3. ["The souls of the blessed are supposed by some of the Mahommedans to animate green birds in the groves of Paradise."-Note to Southey's Thalaba, bk. xi. stanza 5, line 13.] Lone as a solitary cloud,1 A single cloud on a sunny day, : XI. A kind of change came in my fate, My brothers' graves without a sod; XII. I made a footing in the wall, It was not therefrom to escape, For I had buried one and all, 300 310 320 Who loved me in a human shape; 1. [Compare "I wandered lonely as a cloud." 2. [Compare Works of W. Wordsworth, 1889, p. 205.] "Yet some did think that he had little business here." Compare, too, The Dream, line 166, vide post, p. 39 "What business had they there at such a time?"] |