Nor he interpret, yet with less surprise Than those around their chieftain's state he eyes, 241 And in that tongue which seem'd his own replied, To soothe away the horrors of his dream ; A breast that needed not ideal woe. XV. Whate'er his phrenzy dream'd or eye beheld, If yet remember'd ne'er to be reveal'd, Rests at his heart: the custom'd morning came, And breath'd new vigour in his shaken frame; 250 And solace sought he none from priest nor leech, And soon the same in movement and in speech Canto 1. ᏞᎪᎡᎪ. 21 As heretofore he fill'd the passing hours, Nor less he smiles, nor more his forehead lours He to his marvelling vassals show'd it not, In trembling pairs (alone they dared not) crawl The waving banner, and the clapping door, The rustling tapestry, and the echoing floor; XVI. Vain thought! that hour of ne'er unravell'd gloom Came not again, or Lara could assume A seeming of forgetfulness that made His vassals more amaz'd nor less afraid 270 Had memory vanish'd then with sense restored? Betrayed a feeling that recalled to these That fevered moment of his mind's disease. Was it a dream? was his the voice that spoke Those strange wild accents; his the cry that broke Their slumber? his the oppress'd o'er-laboured heart That ceased to beat, the look that made them start? Could he who thus had suffered, so forget When such as saw that suffering shudder yet? 280 Or did that silence prove his memory fix'd Too deep for words, indelible, unmix'd In that corroding secrecy which gnaws The heart to show the effect, but not the cause? Not so in him; his breast had buried both, They choak the feeble words that would unfold. XVII. In him inexplicably mix'd appeared Much to be loved and hated, sought and feared; 290 Opinion varying o'er his hidden lot, In praise or railing ne'er his name forgot; His silence formed a theme for others' prate They guess'd-they gazed-they fain would know his fate. 'What had he been? what was he, thus unknown, Who walked their world, his lineage only known? A hater of his kind? yet some would say, With them he could seem gay amidst the gay; 300 That smile might reach his lip, but passed not by, None e'er could trace its laughter to his eye: Yet there was softness too in his regard, At times, a heart as not by nature hard, And steel'd itself, as scorning to redeem One doubt from others half withheld esteem; In self-inflicted penance of a breast 3C9 Which tenderness might once have wrung from rest; In vigilance of grief that would compel The soul to hate for having lov'd too well. |