It is my business that doth call thee bence; And when thou art with her thou dwell'st with me :-) Think so, and 'tis so; and when time is full, That thou hast well discharged this heavy trust, Laid on so weak a one, I will again With joy receive thee; as I live, I will ;
A Nay, weep not, gentle boy; 'tis more than time Thou didst attend the princess.
Bell. I am gone ; But since I am to part with you, my lord, And none knows whether I shall live to do, More service for you, take this little prayer; Heaven bless your loves, your fights, all your designs. May sick men, if they have your wish, be well; And Heaven hate those you curse, though I be one.
Phi. The love of boys unto their lords is strange : I have read wonders of it: yet this boy, For
my sake (if a man may judge by looks And speech), would outdo story. I may see A day to pay him for his loyalty.
Philaster is jealous of Bellario:
Bell. Health to you, my lord; The princess doth commend her love, her life, And this, unto you,
Phi. O, Bellario! Now I perceive she loves me, she doth show it: In loving thee, my boy, she has made thee brave.
Bell. My lord, she has attired me past my wish, Past
my desert, more fit for her attendant, Though far unfit for me who do attend. Phi. Thou art grown courtly, boy.
O let all women, That love black deeds, learn to dissemble here. Here by this paper she does write to me As if her heart were mines of adamant To all the world besides, but unto me A maiden snow that melted with
my
looks.
Tell me, my boy, how doth the princess use thee? For I shall guess her love to me by that.
Bell. Scarce like her servant, but as if I were Something allied to her; or had preserved Her life three times by my fidelity ; As mothers fond do use their only sons; As I'd use one that 's left unto my trust, For whom
my life should pay
if he met harm, So she does use me.
Phi. Why, this is wond'rous well: But what kind language does she feed thee with ?
Bell. Why, she does tell me she will trust my youth With all her loving secrets, and does call me Her pretty servant, bids me weep no more For leaving you; she 'll see my services Regarded : and such words of that short strain, That I am nearer weeping when she ends Than ere she spake.
Phi. This is much better still. Bell. Are
you ill, my
lord ? Phi. Ill? No, Bellario.
Bell. Methinks your words Fall not from off your tongue so evenly, Nor is there in your looks that quietness, That I was wont to see.
Phi. Thou art deceived, boy.—And she strokes thy head ? Bell. Yes. Phi. And she does clap thy cheeks? Bell. She does, my
lord. Phi. And she does kiss thee, boy, ha ? Bell. How, my
lord ? Phi. She kisses thee? Bell. Not so, my lord. Phi. Come, come, I know she does. Bell. No, by my
life. *
* Phi. Fear'st thou not death? Can boys contemn that?
Bell. O, what boy is he Can be content to live to be a man, That sees the best of men thus passionate, Thus without reason?
Phi. Oh, but thou dost not know what 'tis to die.
Bell. Yes, I do know, my lord, 'Tis less than to be born; a lasting sleep, A quiet resting from all jealousy; A thing we all pursue; I know besides It is but giving over of a game That must be lost.
Phi. But there are pains, false boy, For perjured souls; think but on these, and then Thy heart will melt, and thou wilt utter all.
Bell. May they fall all upon me whilst I live, If I be perjured, or have ever thought Of that you charge me with ; if I be false, Send me to suffer in those punishments You speak of; kill me.
Phi. O, what should I do? Why, who can but believe him? He does swear So earnestly, that if it were not true, The gods would not endure him. Rise, Bellario, Thy protestations are so deep, and thou Dost look—so truly when thou utter'st them, That though I know them false, as were my hopes, I cannot urge thee further; but thou wert To blame to injure me, for I must love Thy honest looks, and take no revenge upon Thy tender youth: a love from me to thee Is firm, whate'er thou dost: it troubles me That I have call’d the blood out of thy cheeks That did so well become thee: but, good boy, Let me not see thee more; something is done That will distract me, that will make me mad, If I behold thee; if thou tender'st me, Let me not see thee.
Bell. I will fly as far
As there is morning, ere I give distaste To that most honour'd mind. But through these tears, Shed at my hopeless parting, I can see A world of treason practised upon you, And her, and me.
Farewell for evermore; If you shall hear that sorrow struck me dead And after find me loyal, let there be A tear shed from you in my memory, And I shall rest at peace.
The
page throws off her disguise, and confesses the motive of her conduct:
My father would oft speak Your worth and virtue, and as I did grow More and more apprehensive, I did thirst To see the man so praised, but yet all this Was but a maiden longing, to be lost As soon as found, till, sitting in my window, Printing my thoughts in lawn, I saw a god I thought (but it was you) enter our gates; My blood flew out, and back again as fast As I had put it forth, and suck'd it in Like breath; then was I call'd away in haste To entertain you. Never was a man Heav'd from a sheep-cot to a sceptre, raised So high in thoughts as I; you left a kiss Upon these lips then, which I mean to keep From you for ever; I did hear
you
talk Far above singing; after you were gone, I grew acquainted with my heart, and search'd What stirr'd it so. Alas! I found it love, Yet far from lust, for could I have but lived presence of you,
I had had
my
end. For this I did delude my noble father With a feign'd pilgrimage, and drest myself In habit of a boy, and, for I knew My birth no match for you, I was past hope Of having you. And understanding well,
That when I made discovery of my sex I could not stay with you, I made a vow By all the most religious things a maid Could call together, never to be known, Whilst there was hope to hide me from men's eyes, For other than I seemd ; that I might ever Abide with you: then sate I by the fount Where first you took me up.
King. Search out a match Within our kingdom, where and when thou wilt, And I will pay thy dowry; and thyself Wilt well deserve him.
Bel. Never, Sir, will I Marry; it is a thing within my vow: But if I may have leave to serve the princess, To see the virtues of her lord and her, I shall have hope to live.
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214.-MIRTH.
ARCHDEACON HARE. [THE following extract is from a remarkable work, "Guesses at Truth, by Two Brothers.' (3rd edit.) Those brothers are Julius and Augustus Hare. Augustus “ has been raised from the earth to the full fruition of that truth of which he had first been the earnest seeker, and then the dutiful servant and herald.” Julius lives to benefit the world by the exercise of his rare talents as a writer, and the discharge of his sacred duties as a pastor.]
Ridentem dicere verum quid vetat ? * In the first place, all the sour faces in the world, stiffening into a yet more rigid asperity at the least glimpse of a smile. I have seen faces, too, which, so long as you let them lie in their sleepy torpor, unshaken and unstirred, have & creamy softness and smoothness, and might beguile you into suspecting their owners of being gentle: but, if they catch the sound
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