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He wipes off with the robe; and he girds now his loins as of yore,

And feels slow for the armlets of price, with the clasp set before.

He is Saul, ye remember in glory, ere error had bent

The broad brow from the daily communion; and still, though much spent

Be the life and the bearing that front you, the same God did choose

To receive what a man may waste, desecrate, never quite lose.

So sank he along by the tent-prop till, stayed by the pile

Of his armour and war-cloak and garments, he leaned there awhile,

And sat out my singing,-one arm round the tent-prop, to raise

His bent head, and the other hung slack-till I touched on the praise

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I foresaw from all men in all time, to the man patient there;

And thus ended, the harp falling forward. Then first I was 'ware

That he sat, as I say, with my head just above his vast knees

Which were thrust out on each side around me, like oak roots which please

To encircle a lamb when it slumbers. I looked up to know

If the best I could do had brought solace; he spoke not, but slow

Lifted up the hand slack at his side, till he laid it with care

Soft and grave, but in mild settled will, on my brow: through my hair

The large fingers were pushed, and he bent back my head, with kind power

All my face back, intent to peruse it, as men do a flower. 230 Thus held he me there with his great eyes that scrutinized mine

And oh, all my heart how it loved him! but

where was the sign?

I yearned "Could I help thee, my father, inventing a bliss,

I would add, to that life of the past, both the future and this;

I would give thee new life altogether, as good, ages hence,

As this moment,-had love but the warrant, love's heart to dispense!"

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Then the truth came upon me.

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"I have gone the whole round of creation: I saw and I spoke:

I, a work of God's hand for that purpose, received in my brain

And pronounced on the rest of his handworkreturned him again I spoke

His creation's approval or censure: as I saw:

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I report, as a man may of God's work-all's love, yet all's law.

Now I lay down the judgeship he lent me. Each faculty tasked

To perceive him, has gained an abyss, where a dewdrop was asked.

Have I knowledge? confounded it shrivels at Wisdom laid bare.

Have I forethought? how purblind, how blank to the Infinite Care!

Do I task any faculty highest, to image success?

I but open my eyes,-and perfection, no more and no less,

In the kind I imagined, full-fronts me, and God is seen God

In the star, in the stone, in the flesh, in the soul and the clod.

And

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thus looking within and around me, I

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But I sink the pretension as fearing a man may o'ertake

God's own speed in the one way of love: I

abstain for love's sake.

-What, my soul? see thus far and no farther!? when doors great and small,

Nine-and-ninety flew ope at our touch, should the hundredth appal?

No harp more In the least things have faith, yet distrust in the greatest of all?

-no song more! outbroke

Do I find love so full in my nature, God's ulti- To look that, even that in the face too! Why mate gift, is it I dare That I doubt his own love can compete with Think but lightly of such impuissance? What

it? Here, the parts shift?

stops my despair?

Here, the creature surpass the Creator, the This;- 't is not what man Does which exalts him, but what man Would do!

end, what Began? Would I fain in my impotent yearning do all See the King-I would help him but cannot, the wishes fall through.

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poor to enrich,

for this man, And dare doubt He alone shall not help him, Could I wrestle to raise him from sorrow, grow who yet alone can? Would it ever have entered my mind, the bare To fill up his life, starve my own out, I would will, much less power, -knowing which, To bestow on this Saul what I sang of, the I know that my service is perfect. Oh, speak marvellous dower through me now! Of the life he was gifted and filled with? to Would I suffer for him that I love? So make such a soul, wouldst thou-so wilt thou! Such a body, and then such an earth for in- So shall crown thee the topmost, ineffablest, sphering the whole? uttermost crownAnd doth it not enter my mind (as my warm And thy love fill infinitude wholly, nor leave tears attest) up nor down These good things being given, to go on, and One spot for the creature to stand in! no breath,

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It is by give one more, the best! Ay, to save and redeem and restore him, main- | Turn of eye, wave of hand, that salvation joins tain at the height issue with death! This perfection,-succeed with life's day-spring, As thy Love is discovered almighty, almighty death's minute of night? be proved

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Interpose at the difficult minute, snatch Saul Thy power, that exists with and for it, of the mistake, being Beloved! Saul the failure, the ruin he seems now, and He who did most, shall bear most; the strongest bid him awake shall stand the most weak. From the dream, the probation, the prelude, to 'T is the weakness in strength, that I cry for! find himself set my flesh, that I seek Clear and safe in new light and new life,-a In the Godhead! I seek and I find it. O Saul, new harmony yet it shall be

To be run, and continued, and ended-who A Face like my face that receives thee; a Man knows?-or endure! like to me,

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The man taught enough by life's dream, of the Thou shalt love and be loved by, forever: a

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Out in fire the strong pain of pent knowledge: | And, just because I was thrice as old
but I fainted not,
And our paths in the world diverged so wide,
For the Hand still impelled me at once and Each was naught to each, must I be told?

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In the shuddering forests' held breath; in the But the time will come,-at last it will,

sudden wind-thrills;

In the startled wild beasts that bore off, each with eye sidling still

Though averted with wonder and dread; in the birds stiff and chill

That rose heavily, as I approached them, made stupid with awe:

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When, Evelyn Hope, what meant (I shall

say)

In the lower earth, in the years long still,
That body and soul so pure and gay?
Why your hair was amber, I shall divine,
And your mouth of your own geranium's
red-

E'en the serpent that slid away silent, he felt And what you would do with me, in fine, 39 In the new life come in the old one's stead.

the new law.

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What, 't is past midnight, and you go the And his weapon in the other, yet unwiped!

rounds,

And here you catch me at an alley's end
Where sportive ladies leave their doors ajar?
The Carmine's my cloister: hunt it up.
Do.-harry out, if you must show your zeal,
Whatever rat, there, haps on his wrong hole,
And nip each softling of a wee white mouse, 10
Weke, weke, that 's crept to keep him company!
Aha, you know your betters! Then, you'll take
Your hand away that's fiddling on my throat,
And please to know me likewise. Who am I?
Why, one, sir, who is lodging with a friend
Three streets off-he's a certain . . . how
ye call?

Master-a... Cosimo of the Medici,

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It's not your chance to have a bit of chalk,
A wood-coal or the like? or you should see:
Yes, I'm the painter, since you style me so.
What, brother Lippo's doings, up and down,
You know them and they take you? like enough!
I saw the proper twinkle in your eye-
'Tell you, I liked your looks at very first.
Let's sit and set things straight now, hip to
haunch.

Here's spring come, and the nights one makes
up bands

To roam the town and sing out carnival, d'And I've been three weeks shut within my mew, A-painting for the great man, saints and saints And saints again. I could not paint all night—

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I' the house that caps the corner. Boh! you Ouf! I leaned out of window for fresh air. were best! There came a hurry of feet and little feet, A sweep of lute strings, laughs, and whifts of song,Flower o' the broom,

Remember and tell me, the day you're hanged,
How you affected such a gullet 's-gripe!

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But you, sir, it concerns you that your knaves
Pick up a manner1 nor discredit you:
Zooks, are we pilchards, that they sweep the Flower o' the quince,

Take away love, and our earth is a tomb!

streets

I let Lisa go, and what good in life since? And count fair prize what comes into their Flower o' the thyme-and so on. net?

He's Judas to a tittle, that man is!

Just such a face! Why, sir, you make amends.
Lord, I'm not angry! Bid your hang-dogs go
Drink out this quarter-florin to the health
Of the munificent House that harbours me
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And all's come square again. I'd like his

face

His, elbowing on his comrade in the door With the pike and lantern,-for the slave that holds

John Baptist's head a-dangle by the hair With one hand (Look you, now," as who should say)

1 mend a little

2 Mediterranean sardines.

went.3

Round they

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If I've been merry, what matter who knows? And so as I was stealing back again the new spirit was manifested in the change To get to bed and have a bit of sleep from religious and symbolical subjects--haloed Ere I rise up to-morrow and go work saints and choiring angels-to portraits and scenes from human life and the world of na-On Jerome knocking at his poor old breast tore, or to religious pictures thoroughly hu- With his great round stone to subdue the flesh, manized. The poem was suggested by a picture of the "Coronation of the Virgin" (de- You snap me of the sudden. Ah, I see! scribed in lines 347 ff.) which is in the Though your eye twinkles still, you shake your Academy of Fine Arts at Florence; the inciheaddents of the life of Fra Filippo Lippi (1406?1469) were obtained from Vasari's Lires of the Painters. He was first a monk. but he broke away from the Carmine, or Carmelite monastery, and came under the patronage of Cosimo de' Medici the Elder, the great banker. patron of art and literature, and practical ruler of the Florentine Republic. It is said that his patron once shut him up in his palace in order to restrain his roving propensities and keep him at work on some frescoes he was painting. The poem opens with his capture on this escapade by the watchmen.

Mine's shaved-a monk, you say-the sting's in
that!

If Master Cosimo announced himself,
Mum's the word naturally; but a monk!
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3 I. e., took up the song in turn.

4 The Church of San Lorenzo.

5 St. Jerome, one of the early church fathers.

I was a baby when my mother died

And father died and left me in the street.
I starved there, God knows how, a year or two
On fig-skins, melon-parings, rinds and shucks,
Refuse and rubbish. One fine frosty day,
My stomach being empty as your hat,
The wind doubled me up and down I went.
Old Aunt Lapaccia trussed me with one hand,
(Its fellow was a stinger as I knew)
And so along the wall, over the bridge,
By the straight cut to the convent. Six words
there,

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While I stood munching my first bread that

month:

"So, boy, you're minded,'' quoth the good fat father,

Wiping his own mouth, 't was refection-time,— "To quit this very miserable world? Will you renounce" "the mouthful of bread?" thought I;

By no means! Brief, they made a monk of me; I did renounce the world, its pride and greed, Palace, farm, villa, shop, and banking-house, Trash, such as these poor devils of Medici 100 Have given their hearts to-all at eight years old.

Well, sir, I found in time, you may be sure, "T was not for nothing-the good bellyful, The warm serge and the rope that goes all round,

And day-long blessed idleness beside!
"Let's see what the urchin's fit for"-that
came next.

Not overmuch their way, I must confess.
Such a to-do! They tried me with their books;
Lord, they'd have taught me Latin in pure

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All the Latin I construe is "amo," I love!
But, mind you, when a boy starves in the streets
Eight years together, as my fortune was,
Watching folk's faces to know who will fling
The bit of half-stripped grape-bunch he desires,
And who will curse or kick him for his pains,
Which gentleman processionale and fine,
Holding a candle to the Sacrament,
Will wink and let him lift a plate and catch
The droppings of the wax to sell again,
Or holla for the Eight? and have him whipped,-
How say I-nay, which dog bites, which lets
drop

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His bone from the heap of offal in the street,Why, soul and sense of him grow sharp alike, He learns the look of things, and none the less For admonition from the hunger-pinch.

6 taking part in a religious procession (as at one of the sacraments)

7 The city magistrates.

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I had a store of such remarks, be sure,
Which, after I found leisure, turned to use.
I drew men's faces on my copy-books,
Scrawled them within the antiphonary 'ss marge,
Joined legs and arms to the long music-notes,
Found eyes and nose and chin for A's and B's,
And made a string of pictures of the world
Betwixt the ins and outs of verb and noun,
On the wall, the bench, the door. The monks
looked black.

"Nay," quoth the Prior, "turn him out, d'ye say?

In no wise. Lose a crow and catch a lark.
What if at last we get our man of parts,
We Carmelites, like those Camaldolese
And Preaching Friars, 10 to do our church up
fine

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And put the front on it that ought to be!"
And hereupon he bade me daub away.
Thank you! my head being crammed, the walls
a blank,

Never was such prompt disemburdening.
First, every sort of monk, the black and white,11
I drew them, fat and lean: then, folk at church,
From good old gossips waiting to confess
Their cribs12 of barrel-droppings, candle-ends,—
To the breathless fellow at the altar-foot,
Fresh from his murder, safe and sitting there
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Of admiration, half for his beard and half
For that white anger of his victim's son
Shaking a fist at him with one fierce arm,
Signing himself with the other because of
Christ

(Whose sad face on the cross sees only this
After the passion of a thousand years)
Till some poor girl, her apron o'er her head,
(Which the intense eyes looked through) came
at eve

On tiptoe, said a word, dropped in a loaf, 160 Her pair of earrings and a bunch of flowers (The brute took growling), prayed, and so was gone.

I painted all, then cried ""T is ask and have; Choose, for more's ready!"-laid the ladder flat,

And showed my covered bit of cloister-wall. The monks closed in a circle and praised loud Till checked, taught what to see and not to see, Being simple bodies,-"That's the very man! Look at the boy who stoops to pat the dog! That woman's like the Prior's niece who comes

8 A book of antiphons, or responsive songs.

9 A monastic order founded by St. Romuald at Camaldoli, near Florence.

10 Dominicans.

11 The Dominicans wore black robes, the Carmelites white.

12 pilferings

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