They see, they recognize, yet almost deem The present dubious, or the past a dream. He lives, nor yet is past his manhood's prime, Though sear'd by toil, and something touch'd by time; His faults, whate'er they were, if scarce forgot, Might be untaught him by his varied lot; Nor good nor ill of late were known, his name Might yet uphold his patrimonial fame. 60 His soul in youth was haughty, but his sins No more than pleasure from the stripling wins; And such, if not yet harden'd in their course, Might be redeem'd nor ask a long remorse. V 't is And they indeed were changed quickly seen, Whate'er he be, 't was not what he had been: That brow in furrow'd lines had fix'd at last, And spake of passions, but of passion past. That darts in seeming playfulness around, Than glance could well reveal or accent breathe. Ambition, glory, love, the common aim, That some can conquer, and that all would claim, 80 Within his breast appear'd no more to strive, Yet seem'd as lately they had been alive; And some deep feeling it were vain to trace At moments lighten'd o'er his livid face. VI Not much he loved long question of the past, Nor told of wondrous wilds and deserts vast He mingled with the Magnates of his land; But still he only saw and did not share Around him some mysterious circle thrown Repell❜d approach and show'd him still alone; 110 Upon his eye sat something of reproof, 100 VIII in youth all action and all 'T was strange life, Burning for pleasure, not averse from strife; Woman, the field, the ocean, all that gave Promise of gladness, peril of a grave, In turn he tried - he ransack'd all below, And found his recompense in joy or woe, No tame, trite medium; for his feelings sought 121 In that intenseness an escape from thought. The tempest of his heart in scorn had gazed On that the feebler elements hath raised; Why gazed he so upon the ghastly head Which hands profane had gather'd from the dead, ― That still beside his open'd volume lay, As if to startle all save him away ? Why slept he not when others were at rest? Why heard no music and received no guest? All was not well, they deem'd - but where the wrong? Some knew perchance, but 't were a tale too long; And such besides were too discreetly wise, To more than hint their knowledge in surmise; But if they would they could’· around the board, Thus Lara's vassals prattled of their lord. 150 X It was the night, and Lara's glassy stream The stars are studding, each with imaged beam; So calm, the waters scarcely seem to stray, And yet they glide like happiness away; Reflecting far and fairy-like from high The immortal lights that live along the sky. Its banks are fringed with many a goodly tree, 161 And flowers the fairest that may feast the bee; Such in her chaplet infant Dian wove, In windings bright and mazy like the snake. All was so still, so soft in earth and air, You scarce would start to meet a spirit there; 171 Secure that nought of evil could delight Such scene reminded him of other days, Reflected in fantastic figures grew, XII XIII 'Twas midnight-all was slumber; the lone light 201 Dimm'd in the lamp, as loth to break the night. Hark! there be murmurs heard in Lara's hall A sound a voice - a shriek a fearful call! A long, loud shriek and silence; did they hear That frantic echo burst the sleeping ear? They heard and rose, and, tremulously brave, Rush where the sound invoked their aid to save; They come with half-lit tapers in their hands, And snatch'd in startled haste unbelted brands. 210 Cold as the marble where his length was laid, Pale as the beam that o'er his features play'd, Was Lara stretch'd; his half-drawn sabre near, Dropp'd it should seem in more than nature's fear; Yet he was firm, or had been firm till now, And still defiance knit his gather'd brow: Though mix'd with terror, senseless as he lay, There lived upon his lip the wish to slay; Some half-form'd threat in utterance there had died, Some imprecation of despairing pride. The swarthy blush recolours in his cheeks; Recalls its function; but his words are strung In terms that seem not of his native tongue, Distinct but strange enough they understand 231 220 What had he been? what was he, thus unknown, Who walk'd their world, his lineage only known? A hater of his kind? yet some would say, With them he could seem gay amidst the gay; But own'd that smile, if oft observed and near, Waned in its mirth and wither'd to a sneer; 300 That smile might reach his lip but pass'd not by, None e'er could trace its laughter to his eye. Yet there was softness too in his regard, Such weakness as unworthy of its pride, In self-inflicted penance of a breast Which tenderness might once have wrung from rest; 310 In vigilance of grief that would compel The soul to hate for having loved too well. |