VII "Zuleika! child of gentleness! In losing what I love so well, We Moslem reck not much of blood; 200 His years need scarce a thought employ; 210 I would not have thee wed a boy. IX His head was leant upon his hand, His eye look'd o'er the dark blue water That swiftly glides and gently swells Between the winding Dardanelles; But yet he saw nor sea nor strand, Nor even his Pacha's turban'd band Mix in the game of mimic slaughter, Careering cleave the folded felt With sabre stroke right sharply dealt; Nor mark'd the javelin-darting crowd, 250 Nor heard their Ollahs wild and loud He thought but of old Giaffir's daughter! X No word from Selim's bosom broke; One sigh Zuleika's thought bespoke: Still gazed he through the lattice grate, Pale, mute, and mournfully sedate. To him Zuleika's eye was turn'd, But little from his aspect learn'd; Equal her grief, yet not the same; Her heart confess'd a gentler flame: 260 But yet that heart, alarm'd or weak, She knew not why, forbade to speak. Yet speak she must-but when essay? 'How strange he thus should turn away! Not thus we e'er before have met; Not thus shall be our parting yet.' Thrice paced she slowly through the room, And watch'd his eye-it still was fix'd: She snatch'd the urn wherein was mix'd The Persian Atar-gul's perfume, And sprinkled all its odours o'er The pictured roof and marble floor: The drops, that through his glittering vest The playful girl's appeal address'd, Unheeded o'er his bosom flew, As if that breast were marble too. 'What, sullen yet? it must not be Oh! gentle Selim, this from thee!' She saw in curious order set 270 279 The fairest flowers of eastern land'He loved them once; may touch them yet, If offer'd by Zuleika's hand.' The childish thought was hardly breathed Before the Rose was pluck'd and wreathed; The next fond moment saw her seat 300 Oh, Selim dear! oh, more than dearest ! 310 320 When it rushes reveal'd In the light of its billows; As the bolt bursts on high From the black cloud that bound it, Flash'd the soul of that eye Through the long lashes round it. A war-horse at the trumpet's sound, 340 A lion roused by heedless hound, A tyrant waked to sudden strife By graze of ill-directed knife, Starts not to more convulsive life Than he, who heard that vow, display'd, And all, before repress'd, betray'd: 'Now thou art mine, for ever mine, With life to keep, and scarce with life resign; 351 Now thou art mine, that sacred oath, This morning clouds upon me lower'd, 370 I know the wretch who dares demand near. XIII 380 'Think not thou art what thou appearest ! My Selim, thou art sadly changed: With thee to live, with thee to die, I dare not to my hope deny: Thy cheek, thine eyes, thy lips to kiss, Like this and this no more than this: For, Alla! sure thy lips are flame: What fever in thy veins is flushing? My own have nearly caught the same, At least I feel my cheek, too, blushing. To soothe thy sickness, watch thy health, Partake, but never waste thy wealth, 401 Or stand with smiles unmurmuring by, And lighten half thy poverty; Do all but close thy dying eye, For that I could not live to try; To these alone my thoughts aspire: More can I do? or thou require ? But, Selim, thou must answer why We need so much of mystery: The cause I cannot dream nor tell, But be it, since thou say'st 't is well; Yet what thou mean'st by "arms "friends," 410 " and Beyond my weaker sense extends. 420 To be what I have ever been? The truth; my pride, and thine till To meet the gaze of stranger's eyes 460 Our Sultan hath a shorter way Unto thy cell will Selim come: Then softly from the Haram creep Where we may wander by the deep: Our garden-battlements are steep; Nor these will rash intruder climb To list our words, or stint our time; And if he doth, I want not steel Which some have felt, and more may feel. Then shalt thou learn of Selim more Than thou hast heard or thought before: Trust me, Zuleika - fear not me! Thou know'st I hold a Haram key.' Fear thee, my Selim! ne'er till now Did word like this-' 470 'Delay not thou; I keep the key- and Haroun's guard Have some, and hope of more reward. To-night, Zuleika, thou shalt hear My tale, my purpose, and my fear: I am not, love! what I appear.' V 30 60 Late, late to-night will Dian cheer 70 They reach'd at length a grotto, hewn 100 And oft her Koran conn'd apart; She dream'd what Paradise might be: VIII Since last she visited the spot Some change seem'd wrought within the grot. It might be only that the night A ray of no celestial hue; But in a nook within the cell Her eye on stranger objects fell. 120 There arms were piled, not such as wield IX 130 His robe of pride was thrown aside, wore. 140 That dagger, on whose hilt the gem But were it not that high command X 150 'I said I was not what I seem'd, I have a tale thou hast not dream'd, In this I speak not now of love; XI 'Oh! not my brother!-yet unsay God! am I left alone on earth To mourn-I dare not curse 160 the day That saw my solitary birth? Oh! thou wilt love me now no more! My sinking heart foreboded ill; But know me all I was before, 170 Thy sister-friend- Zuleika still. Thou led'st me here perchance to kill; If thou hast cause for vengeance, see! My breast is offer'd take thy fill! Far better with the dead to be Than live thus nothing now to thee: Perhaps far worse, for now I know Why Giaffir always seem'd thy foe; And I, alas! am Giaffir's child, For whom thou wert contemn'd, reviled. If not thy sister wouldst thou save My life, Oh! bid me be thy slave!' 180 |