I deem'd that time, I deem'd that pride My heart in all,―save hope,—the same. Yet was I calm: I knew the time My breast would thrill before thy look; We met, and not a nerve was shook. I saw thee gaze upon my face, Yet meet with no confusion there: Away! away! my early dream Remembrance never must awake: Oh! where is Lethe's fabled stream? November 2. 1808. (') INSCRIPTION ON THE MONUMENT OF A NEWFOUNDLAND DOG. (2) WHEN some proud son of man returns to earth, (1) Lord Byron wrote to his mother on this same 2d November, announcing his intention of sailing for India in March 1809.-E (2) This monument is still a conspicuous ornament in the garden of Newstead. The following is the inscription by which the verses are preceded: The sculptor's art exhausts the pomp of woe, Not what he was, but what he should have been: Thy love is lust, thy friendship all a cheat, "Near this spot Are deposited the Remains of one Strength without Insolence, Courage without Ferocity, And all the Virtues of Man without his Vices. Is but a just tribute to the Memory of Who was born at Newfoundland, May, 1803, And died at Newstead Abbey, Nov. 18. 1808." Lord Byron thus announced the death of his favourite to Mr. Hodgson: "Boatswain is dead! - he expired in a state of madness, on the 18th, after suffering much, yet retaining all the gentleness of his nature to the last; never attempting to do the least injury to any one near him. I have now lost every thing except old Murray." By the will which he executed in 1811, he directed that his own body should be buried in a vault in the garden near his faithful dog.-E. By nature vile, ennobled but by name, Each kindred brute might bid thee blush for shame. Newstead Abbey, November 30. 1808. TO A LADY, ON BEING ASKED MY REASON Each scene recall'd the vanish'd hours, But, wandering on through distant climes, Just gave a sigh to other times, And found in busier scenes relief. Thus, lady! (2) will it be with me, I sigh for all I knew before. (1) In Mr. Hobhouse's Miscellany, in which the epitaph was first published, the last line ran thus: "I knew but one unchanged- and here he lies." The reader will not fail to observe, that this inscription was written at a time when the poet's early feelings with respect to the lady of Annesley had been painfully revived.-E. (2) In the first copy, "Thus, Mary!"-(Mrs. Musters). The reader will find a portrait of this lady in Finden's Illustrations of Lord Byron's Works, No, iii. - E In flight I shall be surely wise, I cannot view my paradise Without the wish of dwelling there. (1) December 2. 1808. REMIND ME NOT, REMIND ME NOT. REMIND me not, remind me not, Of those beloved, those vanish'd hours Can I forget-canst thou forget, How quick thy fluttering heart did move? (1) In Mr. Hobhouse's volume, the line stood,-"Without a wish to enter there." The following is an extract from an unpublished letter of Lord Byron, written in 1823, only three days previous to his leaving Italy for Greece:- "Miss Chaworth was two years older than myself. She married a man of an ancient and respectable family, but her marriage was not a happier one than my own. Her conduct, however, was irreproachable; but there was not sympathy between their characters. I had not seen her for many years, when an occasion offered. I was upon the point, with her consent, of paying her a visit, when my sister, who has always had more influence over me than any one else, persuaded me not to do it. 'For,' said she,' if you go you will fall in love again, and then there will be a scene; one step will lead to another, et cela fera un éclat.' I was guided by those reasons, and shortly after married, with what success it is useless to say."- E. Oh! by my soul, I see thee yet, With eyes so languid, breast so fair, When thus reclining on my breast, Those eyes threw back a glance so sweet, As half reproach'd yet raised desire, And still we near and nearer prest, And still our glowing lips would meet, And then those pensive eyes would close, While their long lashes' darken'd gloss I dreamt last night our love return'd, And, sooth to say, that very dream Was sweeter in its phantasy Than if for other hearts I burn'd, For eyes that ne'er like thine could beam In rapture's wild reality. Then tell me not, remind me not, Of hours which, though for ever gone, Till thou and I shall be forgot, And senseless as the mouldering stone Which tells that we shall be no more. |