The only end of such a strange despair. To live deformed; enfeebled; still to sigh Through changeless days that o'er the heart go by Colourless,-formless,-melting as they go H Into a dull and unrecorded woe, Why strive for gladness in such dreary shade? Why seek to feel less cheerless, less afraid? What recks a little more or less of gloom, When a continual darkness is our doom? But custom, which, to unused eyes that dwell At length shows glimmerings through some ruined hole, Trains to endurance the imprisoned soul; And teaching how with deepest gloom to cope, Bids patience light her lamp, when sets the sun of hope. And even like one who sinks to brief repose Cumbered with mournfulness from many woes; Who, restless dreaming, full of horror sleeps, And with a worse than waking anguish weeps, Till in his dream some precipice appear Which he must face however great his fear: Who stepping on those rocks, then feels them. break Beneath him, and, with shrieks, leaps up awake; And seeing but the grey unwelcome morn, And feeling but the usual sense forlorn, Of loss and dull remembrance of known grief, Because, though misery holds him, yet his dreams seems: So, in the life grown real of loss and woe, She woke to crippled days; which, sad and slow And infinitely weary as they were, At first, appeared less hard than fancy deemed, to bear. But as those days rolled on, of grinding pain, And most she mourned with feverish piteous pining, When o'er the land the summer sun was shining; And all the volumes and the missals rare, Which Claud had gathered with a tender care, Seemed nothing to the book of nature, spread Oh! woodland paths she ne'er again may see, Specked with white sails that seem in dreams to glide; Oh! ruddy orchards, basking on the hills, Whose plenteous fruit the thirsty flagon fills; And oh ye winds, which, free and unconfined, Those little Breton songs so wildly sweet, It may not be! Blighted are summer hours! The bee goes booming through the plats of flowers, The butterfly its tiny mate pursues With rapid fluttering of its painted hues, |